Erratic

I sever these ties and watch them fall to the floor Strand by strand the bond grows weaker Desperately my soul clings to what was before And I grow bitter, sadder, and meaner My heart cries and my mind yells no Yet still here I sit cutting Bit by bit letting parts of you … Continue reading Erratic →

Maybe

Maybe you are meant to fights wars And I am meant to raise warriors The irony of two loving each other so much that you can see each other’s paths better than your own means you love them enough to let them go despite how much it hurts your heart But what I see now … Continue reading Maybe →

Full Moon Repeat

As the moonlight seeps past the leaves and onto my porch, I feel you. I sit back and strike a match. The echoes of your laughter wrap up into the air around me and dissipate along with the smoke into the cool night breeze that still holds a tinge of winter. Solitude brings about the … Continue reading Full Moon Repeat →

Void

Stolen kisses in dark alleyways desperately grappling at anything to drown loss Seeking a collision of touch among glass shards and lost forgotten remnants of the day Chaotic impulsive decisions overwhelm shadowing all thought Playing at seeking something, anything, just to fill…. Touches become oil, leaving a residue wherever they lay, leaving a distinctive … Continue reading Void →

Viscous Cycle

Push Pull Wrestling between stay and go Desire holding one, shoving the other Like a violent whirlpool both of us tossed about Never fully up Never fully down Still I dig my nails into anything tangible, grasping at some sort of what we used to be You pry my fingers up one by one I … Continue reading Viscous Cycle →

Chasing Laughter

Decades in the making.

Origin of Why

When my soul is filled with chaos, cluttered with rage and pain, you let me be that chaos While I am at ease and time slows as we just be, you sit and join to watch time pass on When you wake me each morning, I am greeted with your smile, song, and embrace While … Continue reading Origin of Why →

My Lighthouse

You came into my life like a fierce tidal wave Full of joy, understanding, and acceptance You found mirth in my quirks And for a time everything felt right Then much like the tidal wave of your arrival I met your demons Your soul tormented with burdens too much to keep inside Your once jovial … Continue reading My Lighthouse →