I went to go sit with my brother’s memory today, to sit in his home in an attempt to grasp at his memory, to cling to whatever I could to feel his presence and to tell him goodbye. But what I found instead was an empty shell of what used to be, all of his … Continue reading Eddy
The spiral of mutual destruction Love and Hate hold the same frequency, but create vastly different outcomes. Both hold on fiercely, but one uplifts, and the other causes intentional harm. When the two hold the same space with imbalance, a vicious cycle is created filled with addictive deep emotions of joy and repugnant emotions of … Continue reading Love vs. Hate
You never bought me flowers, but there were those moments where you made me feel like you would give me the stars if you could. Gifts of the physical nature were never something that you really understood. Yet I am surrounded by all of the things that you gave me. The beautiful, the horrendous, all … Continue reading 13-1000-1
It is in the stillness that I hear your laughter Sensations of your body close to mine touch me Echoes of your voice like a whisper kiss my ear It is in these moments I feel the ache of your absence It is in my dreams that I feel the terror I endured The panic … Continue reading Time
There is a darkness that seeps into the house It brings in the night breeze Calm. There is a silence that engulfs sensation It is an overbearing presence Speak. There is a conversation forced and unsteady It brings out confusion and anger No. There are scattered words thrown across the room It becomes conveluted and … Continue reading Free
You hid me from your world Only allowing me in the secret parts of your life Was I something to be ashamed of? You professed I was yours Only to conceal my very existence to those around you Was I hindering your way of life? You yearned to experience love Only to forsake the one … Continue reading Secrets
The wind shakes my house, rattling the walls and windows It's fitting considering my mood You used to calm my fears The cold bites at my hands, stinging with a strong ache Still my heartache surpasses this You used to hold me close The smoke filling my lungs pushes away the oxygen I need Yet … Continue reading Wind
It's hard to block out the words of others sometimes The negative words resonate in a way the positive don't They fester and gnaw at any attempt to be happy It's easy to believe what they say Oh how people love to talk, poke at you in just the right ways When you have nothing … Continue reading Talk
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The air is hot, dry, and stagnant. These past few days have been riddled with chaos, fire, violence, and confusion. I know that I have said for a while that I would put pen to paper about the happenings of the world, but up until now I have been caught up in a whirlwind of … Continue reading Hodgepodge Uncertainty
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